first day of semester 7

first day of semester seven. i dont know how to elaborate. woke up at 6.45 am, rushing to my 8.30class, and we just had like 5minutes class, and then, dismiss. AWESOME! Im wasting my gas, time and energy. Cont, later.

childhood-chillhood

Bile aku tengok budak2 kecik macam ni, aku rase happy. Rase seronok, rase tenang je. Rase nak senyum. Kadang2, aku nak sangat balek zaman budak2 aku. Takde problem, tak payah piker pasal ape2 langsung.

Duit? Ape tu duit?

Studies? Apakah itu? I dun even noe ABC.

Love? What the darn thing is dat?

Zaman budak2, kite takpayah piker pasal ape2, idup tak banyak dosa, sumenye parents yang atur. Tau makan, tido, main, lari, jatuh, bangun, nanges, makan lagi, tido lg, berak dan lain2. How I wish I still can be one of them. But too bad, they’re going to grow up anyway. Sooner or later, the still have to face things in this world that called, TROUBLEs. Its too bad for u kids, but, thats life. OUT.

me, devastated

Right now, when I was crying in my bed, you were sleeping peacefully in your bed. When I was screaming regretting what had happened to us, you were laughing happily with your friends. When I was so sad reminiscing our memories, you were too busy creating new memories. When I was crying down on my knees thinking about you, you were smiling thinking about someone new. Since the day u dumped me, haven’t you ever thought about me? Don’t you remember our memories? Don’t you miss me at all? Don’t you still love me? Even a little? How can you be so damn cruel?....

Ugly betty or ugly ME?

I still remember he said, “Babe, do you know Ugly Betty?”

and I said, “Yeah, why?” he replied,

“You know what? You look exactly like her.

Your hair, your dressing, well...”

Why don’t you just say that, Babe, you are so ugly and I had enough of watching your ugly face. And im going to dump you very soon, so soon, so dat I can get rid of seeing your ugly and stupid face! Of course I know Ugly Betty. I noe her and I am uglier than her, so what? You still want me at the first place, don’t you?

Note to Creator

Lord,

If you create me to be someone who doesn’t deserves the happiness,

Then, I don’t deserve to live in this world.

Take me Lord, for I’m your property.

Always ready as I am.