4 and a half years later

I hate the way you lie to me

I hate the games you play

I hate how you act like you don't care

as if everything is OK

I hate the way you walk

in and out of my life

I hate the way I was ignorant

and imagined becoming your wife

I hate the way you sucked me in

just to leave me here alone

I hate the way you can live without me

cant even pick up the phone

I hate the way you make me feel

as if I'm not worth a dime

I hate the way you push me aside

like your too busy to have the time

But mostly what I hate

is the emotional investment that I made

Has turned out to be nothing

but a memory that time will fade

the vampire in me.

me and my buddy, Anis, just watched the twilight movie, yes, we are SOOOOO yesterday.. haha, the movie is soo last year, but only get a chance to watch the movie few days past. But its ok then cause, the 2nd movie, Newmoon twilight Saga will be showing in cinema this 28. i cnt wait, and when i said i cant wait, it means, i really cant.
Ryte now, i am so madly deeply crazily in love with the character of Robert Pattinson in the movie. I am fucking-ly in Love with Edward Cullen! Omg! Im having a hard time dealing with a fact that Edward Cullen is a fictional character. I am so fucked up! i got his picture on my lappy's wallpaper, my cellphone screensaver, and I need to watch the movie everytime i want to sleep. yes, i am so fucked up.
How i wish i can be a vampire now. The character of Edward Cullen was superb! he was caring, protective, macho-macho man, and his stare, makes me lose the sanity in me.

Edward!! Marry me, will you?

haih, i feel like kissing him, im so fucked up! and im soo in love with him! Owh yes Edward, im in love with ya. ;)