me, devastated

Right now, when I was crying in my bed, you were sleeping peacefully in your bed. When I was screaming regretting what had happened to us, you were laughing happily with your friends. When I was so sad reminiscing our memories, you were too busy creating new memories. When I was crying down on my knees thinking about you, you were smiling thinking about someone new. Since the day u dumped me, haven’t you ever thought about me? Don’t you remember our memories? Don’t you miss me at all? Don’t you still love me? Even a little? How can you be so damn cruel?....