prettier.

lord, i know, all the time in my life, i wish i was prettier, skinnier, hotter and er er er .

i didnt mean to be ungrateful to what u have been given me. it jst dat, if was prettier than what i am now, i'm pretty sure dat i can make HIM happy to be with me. i just want him to be happy.

T_______________T

now tell me how pathetic is that.

life isnt fair.

that's what i've learned in my 23 years living in this life.

why cant i be pretty? whyy. sobs.

im sick to be a laughing stock. :(