dua tiga minggu ni, aku menghabeskan waktu malam aku dengan menanges.
tak penah miss. tiap2 malam.
i just cant stop my tears from falling down my face when my fiance/ future husband said'
"Aku terpaksa kawen dgn kau"
"kalau aku tak kawen dengan kau, aku dah bole hidup senang lenang, pakai evo9, keluar masuk club, tukar tukar perempuan! tp kalau kawen ngan kau ape aku dapat?"
bukan sekali. bukan dua kali. bukan tiga kali. tapi berpuluh kali.
hearing to dat, i got myself thinking,
why shud i stay?
is he really worth it?
will be happy if i ended up marrying him?
"Kau ni bile nak kurus? Aku fedup la tengok kau gemok mcm ni"
the question is, kurus ke kau tu?
But i just cnt stop myself from crying when i heard that thing coming out from my future husband's mouth. from the mouth of sumone who is going to take care of me, going to protect me. well, can he protect me? honestly, i dont think so.
i decided to cancel my wedding.
i told my mother about this. she's upset. she's crying. oh my.. ;(
ape yg aku dah buat?
Tuhan, tunjukkan aku jalanmu. berikan aku petunjukmu tuhan.......
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