Monday, January 4, 2010

kemas!


Nampak tak gamba budak ketat kat atas ni? Name dia, Qashrina

Budak kecik ni, manje melampau. Walaupun die kecik, tapi die besar. Hehe. Tadi aku pegi la amek die dekat tadika kemas. Harini hari kedua dia masuk tadika. Sampai-sampai je aku kat tadika tu. Aku turun dari kereta, dan aku teros terdengar, UWAAAAAAAAA!! Suare budak kecik nanges, aku dah boleh agak dah kenape. Hehe, aku pegi je kt pintu, budat kecit ni tengah nanges sambil hentak2 kaki. Hakhakhak, homeynyeee~!! Kelaka je tengok budak2 kecit gi skola. Kene que, kene angkat kusi, kene tegakkan barisan, hoohhohoh. Tibe2 je, aku teringat, macamane aku nak deal ngan budak2 kecit ni nanti. Hehe.kasut masing2 ade tulis nama pakai marker, hehe omel. Tak sabarrr! Haaaha. Gedik. Owh, by the way, mak die cakap kat aku yg baju skola die yg tadika tu provided tak muat utk die. So mak die kene upah orang jahit. Haha lagi. Aku sukeee je dengki budak kecik ni. Mak cakap time kecik2, aku sama macam die. Yeah, I can see dat. Haha. Daripada kat tadika, sampai ke dalam kereta, sampai la ke dalam rumah, menangis teresak esak tak stop. Tapi mase tengah nanges tu, sempat lagi becakap dalam nada sedu sedan, “Kat buku skola Ina dapat bintang.” Hehehe. Aku dahlame nak giget die. Aku terase nak giget die.. tapi.. aku tak sampai ati sbb die tengah menanges.. menanges punya menanges, sampai la die tertidurr.. haa kat bawah ni gmba budak2 kat tadika tadi. It was an overwhelming experience, I guess. Hoho, yela aku kan takde adek. So tak penah pon hantar or amek sape2 dari skola. So, lepas ni. Kalo aku nak hantar anak aku gi tadika, at least aku dah ade experience ;p




Sunday, January 3, 2010

Saat Genting.

Dup..dap..dup..

dap..dup..dap..!

Itu adalah merupakan bunyik degupan jantung yang sangat kuat kerana result exam akan keluar dalam mase beberapa jam dari skarang.!!

TICK..TOCK..TICK..TOCK..TICK..TOCK..TICK..TOCK..TICK..TOCK..TICK..TOCK..TICK..TOCK..TICK!

Tiba-tiba......

“Ttttteeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttt~!!!!!”

Tiba tiba bunyik jantung aku stop.. dan aku... MATIIII!!

Kan ke bagos kalo macam tu, tak payah lah aku risau2 pasal result ni. Heshh! I don’t want much, aku just nak lepassss jee. Tolong laaa. Lepasss je, cukop2 makan pon tak perlaa. Aperla result aku satgi. Kalo tak lepas, what am I going to? Commit suicide? Saket sangat la nak buat cmtu. Brenti study? What about my future? Huuuuu~! Aku nak lepas je.. takotnyee. Tulah, time final tanak study. Time tggu result, baru la nak kecut. Urgh. Tapi exam kali ni mmg susah. God, ape lah nasib aku ni? Tolonglah lepas. Please Lord, just a lil’ help. L

Aku nak gi bertafakur jap.

aja aja fighting!



We had a silly little fight just now, over silly thing, of course. Tak sudah-sudah dengan bergadoh. Kalau cakap dengan mak, she would probably said,

"korang ni asek gadoh je ape yang korang rebutkan sbenanye?"

rebutkan ape? rebutkan ape? Hurm, good question. huuhuh, fighting over nothing.
Last Tuesday, I went to Jusco Tebrau with him, for shopping. Shopping katenye
eewww, choii~!

Niat hati sbenanye nak beli cermin mata Burberry that I've been dreaming of so b
adly! Urghhh! I saw that Burberry sunglass at City Square the night me and him watched AVATAR. Owh, talking about AVATAR, you need my review on that movie? Hum, to me it was great but it would've been greater to see the 3D Version. The graphic, superb! But personally to me, the length of that movie is too long, si dia sempat tidor beberapa skali sementara menunggu movie tu habes, haha.

Okay, berbalek kepade adengan bershopping. Owh, that Burberry sunglass, hah. harga die Rm1000++ but after less tinggal rm700++, okaylah kan? tapi sprti selalu, mengecewakan, maybe sbb tak cukup adengan pujuk memujuk dgn sepenuh hati kot?

Dari rumah, aku dah ade list dalam kepala nak beli. Dia
ntaranya adalah:

  1. Handbag
  2. Kasut (crocs)
  3. Sunglass (Burberry)
  4. Cardigan (topshop)

As soon as we Arrived at J.J, teros pegi makan dulu pape hal. Maklumla, masing2 badan sehatkan, so makan tu penting, hohoho. Lepas makan terus lah aku pegi mencari barang2 yang dikehendaki.

Sunglass mmg confirm2 la tak dapat kan, ade gak try few Marc Jacobs sunglasses, tp time tu laaaa yang tinggal sume yg tidak bersesuaian dengan muka. CHOIIII~! Pegi carik beg yang aku idamkan tu, dah takde. Takpe lagi ni, cool lagi. Pegi C
rocs, nak beli kasut tu, salesboy tu cakap kat aku,

”sorry lah dah habes la yang pattern tu"

aku pon macam, owh habes ke, takpe, TERIMA KASIH!
Jom kite tgk kite punye checklist,

Handbeg? TETTT!

Sunglass? TETTTT!

Kasut? TEETTTT!

NADA!!

Aku tak sure samade haritu adelah hari membenci aku sedunia ke ape. Akhirnya keluar dari J.J dgn hanya mendapat cardigan topshop berwarna HIJAU!

Keluar dar J.J Tebrau, me and him, terus menjulorr ke Danga City Mall, dulu tempat tu name die BestWorld, tapi sbb tak best dorang tukar name kepade DANGA CITY MALL, best la konon. Kenape DANGA city mall? padahal jauh je dgn Danga Bay. Hurmmmm~!

Sampai disana kami terus ke kedai frame dan poster, dim
ana i end up buying the pictures of Marilyn Monroe and Audrey Hepburn. At first, aku nak beli gmba Jacob Black, ;p tapi setelah ditentang secara kerasnya oleh dia, aku pasrah. haha. Dia pulak beli posters of Jimi Hendrix, Scarface, Star wars, M.J, Bob Marley, Al-Pacino and blablabla.

We spent almost RM800 in that store.

Ops, not we, but HIM. hehehehe. aku saje je nak credit!

ha ni lah die gamba kat lyn ngan kak audrey yang aku berjaya dapatkan. Well, I cant wait to hang these in my room at Rawang. cepat2 la balek Rawang, Wee~!
CANT WAIT!








nervous~?

bakal ibu mertua datang buat facial kat rumah. lepas served dorang ngn goreng pisang dan air, aku teros la masuk bilek and do my things. tiba2, mak aku masuk bilek dan berkata, "yang, pergilah duduk kat seblah katil facial tu berbual-bual" and i was like, huh? apekah? why should i? perlu ke? buat ape nak duduk seblah katel die smbil tgk muke die yg tgh penoh dgn masker tu? i really dont think its necessary. ntahla. maybe aku yang tak tau nak amek hati orang. aku tak retiiii laa nak jadi hipokritt. huuuuu..

Thursday, November 19, 2009

4 and a half years later

I hate the way you lie to me

I hate the games you play

I hate how you act like you don't care

as if everything is OK

I hate the way you walk

in and out of my life

I hate the way I was ignorant

and imagined becoming your wife

I hate the way you sucked me in

just to leave me here alone

I hate the way you can live without me

cant even pick up the phone

I hate the way you make me feel

as if I'm not worth a dime

I hate the way you push me aside

like your too busy to have the time

But mostly what I hate

is the emotional investment that I made

Has turned out to be nothing

but a memory that time will fade

the vampire in me.



me and my buddy, Anis, just watched the twilight movie, yes, we are SOOOOO yesterday.. haha, the movie is soo last year, but only get a chance to watch the movie few days past. But its ok then cause, the 2nd movie, Newmoon twilight Saga will be showing in cinema this 28. i cnt wait, and when i said i cant wait, it means, i really cant.
Ryte now, i am so madly deeply crazily in love with the character of Robert Pattinson in the movie. I am fucking-ly in Love with Edward Cullen! Omg! Im having a hard time dealing with a fact that Edward Cullen is a fictional character. I am so fucked up! i got his picture on my lappy's wallpaper, my cellphone screensaver, and I need to watch the movie everytime i want to sleep. yes, i am so fucked up.
How i wish i can be a vampire now. The character of Edward Cullen was superb! he was caring, protective, macho-macho man, and his stare, makes me lose the sanity in me.

Edward!! Marry me, will you?

haih, i feel like kissing him, im so fucked up! and im soo in love with him! Owh yes Edward, im in love with ya. ;)