Im seeing myself as an ulcerous sore running with every horrible and disgusting poison.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Things I HATE about YOU
i hate it, when i say i miss you, and you're acting like nothing is happening.
i hate it when i give tons of msgs, but u didnt reply any of it.
Monday, July 19, 2010
isn't dat sweet?
Muhammad
syg, syg!! aby bagi yek lagu just like a star corrine bailey rae.! dgr la skrg kat youtube! hehehehe
7:39pmMe
u really mean it ke aby bg saje2 je nih?
u really mean it ke aby bg saje2 je nih?
7:39pmMuhammad
i do i do!!
7:39pmMe
hehehe
acehh sayang..
7:40pmMuhammad
same2
suke tak?
7:40pmMe
suke:)
7:40pmMuhammad
iye tau tak husband die mati
7:40pmMe
hsband corin ni?
7:40pmMuhammad
pastu lgu nie tribute utk laki die
haah
mati drud OD
*drug
7:41pmMe
owh..yeke..sedey jep
7:41pmMuhammad
check laa
kesian gile
nnti kalau aby mati iye dengar lagu nie tau
janji
7:41pmMe
so..from tonite u noe dat i am the one keee nii? hehehe
nanak!
nanak!
aby ane leh tati dulu..
kite kene ade cucu cicit dulu..
aye nak ade anak atleast 4, camne?
7:41pmMuhammad
haah...from 5year ago
7:41pmMe
ehe
7:42pmMuhammad
ok je
tp iye kene janji dgn aye nnti aye tati yek kene dgr lagu nie
7:42pmMe
aby penat ah kene tggu yek branak byk kali.
7:42pmMuhammad
kalau yek lonely yek dgr lagu nie
tau?
janji
janji la syg
7:43pmMe
tanakla tati..aby ni.. :(
7:43pmMuhammad
janji je la
please
7:43pmMe
promise..
7:43pmMuhammad
yek?
janji
7:43pmMe
ye
janji...
7:43pmMuhammad
ok
7:43pmMe
nnt kalao aby gi offshore pon yek dgr lagu ni.
7:43pmMuhammad
aye nak lalek da nie
justin lambat lagi
ok
7:44pmMe
okay..
7:44pmMuhammad
luv u 4 ever
aby nk gi dah
bye
7:44pmMe
luv u too
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Oh.. I do love you,
Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
You've got this look i can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is a fade,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh.,..
Your love,
Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,
I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands
Isn't that sweet? ;)
FOR ALL YOU KNOW,
I LOVE YOU MOREEEEE THAN I'VE EVER LOVED ANYONE ELSE.
THERE'S NOTHING THAT I WANTED THE MOST OTHER THAN TO BE
WITH YOU.
I REALLY LOVE YOU.
N WILL ALWAYS DO.
NO MATTER HOW IT HURTS ME.
NO MATTER HOW IT BREAKS ME.
<3>
AND THANKS FOR THIS SONG.
YOU ARE MY SHINING STAR.
AND WILL ALWAYS BE.
Friday, July 16, 2010
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
you r my priority when im just your last option
Never make someone a priority when all you
are to them is an option.
I noe im just an option.
*sigh*
;(
Monday, July 12, 2010
ugliness in me.
sometimes. people just dont realize. the words they used to make fun of me, can bring me down for days.
days after, i stood up, shed my tears, and live my life, normally, again.
People.
Human.
Why you have to be darn cruel?
I dont want to be like dis. I dont want to be ugly, of course. I want to be pretty, like anyone else. Why cant i? Please guys. Stop blaming me. Stop punishing me. Stop cursing me. And stop discriminating me. Please, stop it. I dont want to be like dis. I dont want to be dis ugly.
Stop hurting me with your words, peeps.
I noe Im ugly. But PLEASE.
Stop bringing me down.
Cant you just let me live my own life with my ugliness?
why must u hurt me?
I noe i am ugly. I am aware that i am ugly.
But trust me, I dont to be ugly.
I really dont want too.
Sunday, July 11, 2010
zillioonsss to update!

saye happy, saye sedih, saye bosan, saye gembira, saya ketawa, saya menanges dan bermacam lagi. tak perlulah nak cerita part2 yang sedih, sebab dah malas dah nak cite benda sedeh ni. suke sgt tido hotel, sampaikan aku ponteng skola ari jumaat. hihihiih. cikgu jenis ape ni? heh? saye kesah ke? hehe.
move on! makan dinner kat bora ombak! tomyam sedap! nyum2. lapar perot.. adeh! hehehe. makanan murah, tempat cantek, so, okayla. not dat good and not dat bad. average. but i give an A for the view & decoration. aku dah pegi sini lame dulu. ingat saja la nak bawak 'ketat' makan sini. unfortunately, he doesnt really like dat place. nevermind then :)



pretty nice view aite? :)
okay now, lets move on toooooo....
ECLIPSE!
hahahah.
owh well, my deary, now. im no longer in edward's team! im in Jacob team babehhh! Jacob!
J for Jacob. He is so damn mother effin' hawt! cannot angkat leyy! haha. edward and bella? BORINGG! the storyline? Quite BORING~ as well. Jacob? Wow~! Stunning! Mouth watering! Slurpsss! Juicy dan Lazattt!
Saya mahu Jacob. Beri saya Jacob!!
penat la.. ape lagi aku nak cakap?
shiat! ada lagi!
whoott, whoo0tt! went to klCC, masuk kedai Fred Perry. tak penah2. saje je nak masuk. aku pon teros meluru ke arah kasut2 wanita. tgk dan tengok je la tnpa perasaan ingin memiliki yang melampau. tiba2 ada suara bertanya, "tanak ke kasut tu? ameklaa. amek yang hujung tu". hati aku teros bersinar, dan ade bunyik, chinggggggggggggg!!! macam pinggan yg baru lepas kene cuci ngan sabun axion! aku pon amekla sepasang kasut berwarna p utih. yg berhargaa AGAK MAHAL bagi aku utk sepasang kasut. tapi, takpela. Suara tu terlalu suka kasut tu. jadi nak tak nak, aku TERPAKSA amek :p
dan, inilah dia yang digembar gemburkan.
last but not least,
i ended my weekend, by watching eclipse for the 2nd time, but this time, platinum ticket. tp, aku tertidur halfway, sbb sangat comfy. zzzz, aku risau je org dengar aku berdengkur, hahaha. takot. malu!

dahla.. aku penat. nak tidoooo. ngntokkk.. penatt..stress jugak sbenanye at the same time. byeeeeeee!
Monday, July 5, 2010
yours.
I don't wanna be your friend,
I just wanna be your lover.
No matter how it start.
with <3