me likey.

The stupid neither forgive nor forget; the naïve forgive and forget; the wise forgive but do not forget." -Thomas Szasz

once upon a time when you WERE mine.

Once upon a time when you were mine,

I don’t appreciate you at all.

I ditched you; I yelled and scream at you, I made the fool out of you.

But you still there waiting for me patiently—

Waiting for me to give you my love eagerly.

But I just couldn’t care less about you.

I don’t give a shit that I had hurt you,

I don’t care that I made you cried.

But when your love was no longer mine,

I started to see how much you appreciate me,

How sincere you are when you’re with me,

And how happy I am with you as my company.

I just realized that you are the one, who can comfort me when I’m feeling blue,

You’ll go down with me every time I need you,

And no one else can do it as good as you.

But, I just realized all this things when it’s already too late.

When there’s no way I can make you mine again.

And here I am, living with the regrets and the unhappiness that will never ends.

kemas!

Nampak tak gamba budak ketat kat atas ni? Name dia, Qashrina

Budak kecik ni, manje melampau. Walaupun die kecik, tapi die besar. Hehe. Tadi aku pegi la amek die dekat tadika kemas. Harini hari kedua dia masuk tadika. Sampai-sampai je aku kat tadika tu. Aku turun dari kereta, dan aku teros terdengar, UWAAAAAAAAA!! Suare budak kecik nanges, aku dah boleh agak dah kenape. Hehe, aku pegi je kt pintu, budat kecit ni tengah nanges sambil hentak2 kaki. Hakhakhak, homeynyeee~!! Kelaka je tengok budak2 kecit gi skola. Kene que, kene angkat kusi, kene tegakkan barisan, hoohhohoh. Tibe2 je, aku teringat, macamane aku nak deal ngan budak2 kecit ni nanti. Hehe.kasut masing2 ade tulis nama pakai marker, hehe omel. Tak sabarrr! Haaaha. Gedik. Owh, by the way, mak die cakap kat aku yg baju skola die yg tadika tu provided tak muat utk die. So mak die kene upah orang jahit. Haha lagi. Aku sukeee je dengki budak kecik ni. Mak cakap time kecik2, aku sama macam die. Yeah, I can see dat. Haha. Daripada kat tadika, sampai ke dalam kereta, sampai la ke dalam rumah, menangis teresak esak tak stop. Tapi mase tengah nanges tu, sempat lagi becakap dalam nada sedu sedan, “Kat buku skola Ina dapat bintang.” Hehehe. Aku dahlame nak giget die. Aku terase nak giget die.. tapi.. aku tak sampai ati sbb die tengah menanges.. menanges punya menanges, sampai la die tertidurr.. haa kat bawah ni gmba budak2 kat tadika tadi. It was an overwhelming experience, I guess. Hoho, yela aku kan takde adek. So tak penah pon hantar or amek sape2 dari skola. So, lepas ni. Kalo aku nak hantar anak aku gi tadika, at least aku dah ade experience ;p

Saat Genting.

Dup..dap..dup..

dap..dup..dap..!

Itu adalah merupakan bunyik degupan jantung yang sangat kuat kerana result exam akan keluar dalam mase beberapa jam dari skarang.!!

TICK..TOCK..TICK..TOCK..TICK..TOCK..TICK..TOCK..TICK..TOCK..TICK..TOCK..TICK..TOCK..TICK!

Tiba-tiba......

“Ttttteeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttt~!!!!!”

Tiba tiba bunyik jantung aku stop.. dan aku... MATIIII!!

Kan ke bagos kalo macam tu, tak payah lah aku risau2 pasal result ni. Heshh! I don’t want much, aku just nak lepassss jee. Tolong laaa. Lepasss je, cukop2 makan pon tak perlaa. Aperla result aku satgi. Kalo tak lepas, what am I going to? Commit suicide? Saket sangat la nak buat cmtu. Brenti study? What about my future? Huuuuu~! Aku nak lepas je.. takotnyee. Tulah, time final tanak study. Time tggu result, baru la nak kecut. Urgh. Tapi exam kali ni mmg susah. God, ape lah nasib aku ni? Tolonglah lepas. Please Lord, just a lil’ help. L

Aku nak gi bertafakur jap.